Right now, everything I want to do is to run away.
Don’t care about anything. Be free and to not have any ‘must do’-things.
Find love. Like in the movies.
Live by the day. Life’s a gift. And you should live everyday to the fullest.
Ringt now, everything I can do is study. To get a good job nowadays you have to study your hardest. Every day. In many, many years.
I don’t want to do that. My heart tells me to go and see the world. And my brain tells me to stay and study for a good job.
I just want to be happy. Have an thrilling advanture. And fall in love. A lot.
Taking the wrong train. Meet new people. Dancing, laughing and feel alive.
And once again, find love like Rose and Jack.
Well I should probobly go back and study for the exam on thursday. I must face the reality.
But one day, I promise you, I will do stuff I’ve never, ever thougt I would do. I will let everything go. Do whatever I want.
And fall in love.
And I will never forget it.
And I told you to be patient
And I told you to be fine
And I told you to be balanced
And I told you to be kind
And now all your love is wasted
Then who the hell was I?
‘Cause now I’m breaking at the britches
And at the end of all your lines
Who will love you?
Who will fight?
Who will fall far behind?
Do you love someone? Please Read.
That feeling. When everything just makes you wanna cry. And the reason why is beacause of that crush you got on your mind.
When He doesn’t even see you anymore and you just realized that it’s too late. Too late to say that you kind of have feelings for him.
You just want to sit in a corner and listen to emotional music.
And when people ask how you feel, you just say: “I’m just tired”, “I’m ok”, “It’s nothing”. And give them a smile just to cover up the emotions. And to lie to yourself. So that you wont cry, wont fall in your sorrow.
Those emotions that you cover up infront of everyone and also for yourself.
You just hope that it will go away. Quick and easy. You will forget that he even goes in your school. In your class.
This is how I feel. I don’t think that it will go away for quite a while. But I hope that I can move on. It’s hard to forget people just like that.
I whish that I will find love like Rose and Jack did.
I wish so badly it will happen.
Cause love is beautiful.
Even if you get really hurt, and you can’t get someone you like.
Love is a word for people you care about.
People you Love.
// Sara W